do not ever forgive me

Every time I see your smile,
Those hopeful eyes,
The excitement you show
When I stand before you—
I look at you,
Holding back my tears.

Do not ever forgive me—
For I have stopped;

Or perhaps I have taught myself
To let you go,
To stop thinking of you,
To stop worrying about you,
To even care about you,
To even ask what you’ve been doing,
To even wonder,
And to love you less—
Less than you do.

Because my heart shattered
The moment I decided
You are a part of me.
I will not let you suffer,
And for that,
I’m letting you go.

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